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Did you guys know that My Neighbor Totoro is actually based on a murder of a little girl that occurred in the 1960’s? I did research for my film studies class. The whole movie is actually kinda fucked up.
Here is an article that I found that supports this theory. It is quite frightening to think about.
Ever just have one of those nights where you can’t help but think of the past. It amazes me how far the journey has taken me and who I’ve become. Thinking about the person I used to be all I can say in compensation is I’m sorry. This note goes out to that one person who will never read this. I’m sorry for being the person I was. I never meant for things to end like that and if I could go back in time to change one thing… it would be me. The only regret I have is that I never figured it out sooner. If I knew you were happier off.. I woulda let you go sooner. There is so much I want to tell you, but I will never get the opportunity to. So to you, the one that will never see this, the one that mattered so much to me, I am sorry.
Life is like a broken record,
it skips at every beat
the tracks sounds so unclear
as the music continues to repeat.
I hope you understand,
what I’m doing is for the best
I never meant to hurt anyone,
or seeing anyone upset.
It wasn’t meant to be a game,
no buttons to be pressed
you know you mean a lot to me
and I hate seeing you depressed.
You’re such an amazing person,
the one who’s always there
You’re always so understanding
and for you I will always care.
All I want to say is,
that I am truly sorry to you
for you are that person,
that turned my days from blue